today 'was' the day!

Today was the day that i was waitting for...
but i end up chickening out...
i din go to the audition.
i stayed at home.
and disappointed all those who supported me. =(

Winnie and Ren Lin went there. i thought they were joking.
so i din go. but end up when they were there.
they called me. haiz....and i was at home in my room still thinking

i m so scare and i thought they wont be there.
mayb next year will be good.
at least i prepare myself for 1 more year 1st. =(

among everybody who is dissapointed, i m the one who is most sad and most dissapointed
about myself because i still dont have the guts to do it.

i guess i will just be an audience again this year.