i guess finally he gave up...

he never appear.
as usual.
REASON : i duno why.

but this time
i put a full stop "." to it. it wasn't easily but its time.

i thought he would called or sms back eagerly
to give me some lame excuse,

but he didn't, i guess he finally understand that

i dun wan to listen to those reason anymore

He never called back. He never text.

Its a 1st time and i guess its the last.
maybe he gave up too.

i dun understand why he wont show up.
i use to wonder and question myself as well as him,
but there was just no answer...

~i really did love you~

i guess he was just not listening to me...

i m tired, too tired for this anymore...

i dun wan to pretend that i can do these anymore..
too tired to think of any reasons or be more sympathetic,

its just to tired to get hurt over n over again.

i watch a cooking program this afternoon,
it was about homemade birthday cakes.
i know how to do it,
because it was an chocolate birthday cake in that program.

i wanted to bake one actually.

(images are from google)

but he wont even show up for a normal date.
i dont think he will show up for a small cake anyways.

i guess its really time for everything to be wrapped UP and

put~~~~~~~~............

................~~~~~~~~~~ away now.