Days of rain, emoness, party and hardwork!!!

its the RAINING season again~~~~~~ poof =(

bringing all the RoManTic yet~~~~~~~ emo emo emo emo... all u get it... that feel... when its so cold out of a sudden.. u feel like u need a person to be next to you and hug you.. to give u tat kind of cossy and warm touch..... yeah.. u guys go picture it yourself -.- haiz............. emo~~

plus the jam everyday.. (in the morning in NKVE)


and i mean EVERYDAY!! omg... ish ish ish... at this time!! =.= its a A.M.




but i learn a few tricks now of how to enjoy myself and calm my nerves down during the jam..

1stly.. breakfast is not a 'must' to eat at home now... (true-ly truely recommend Mcd over KFC!!! =.= their breakfast sucks.. Mcd is much better!!)just grab one.. from 'drive-tru' but the coffee always spills anyway... so i just take the burger only instead. and end up.. treating the dustbin in my class room with the coffee in the plastic bag... wahaha...

partying is also not a "must" in my night life adi... it still is partly my life =p but...
i rather have more time spending it to hug my young and soon to be "wild child- princess" baby cousin...

HI, my name is YEEEEEEEE rou~ =D

what a cheeky little fella.. haven't even know how to read ABC ou adi know how to molest your cousin sis!! =.= oh dear.. oh well mine are just too huge for your little palms =p!!"haiz~~ i will give up then.. grabbing yellow bearbear is better" mumbled rourou (her name)

also having more precious time with my peeps and pals i cherish so much..

from the sweet laughters.. to de cold emo ... what a transformation wei ling~!! xD

oh dear!! she is a mighty heavy one which comes in a "XS" size.. dun be fooled!!! i tell u SHE IS HEAVY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =.= i was force to smile tat way =p to complete the beautiful photo.. hahaha
this is another "XS" size in my college ^^ haha she is my "jiji"!!! *hugs*



and FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is never the least thing in my life.. haha although i know i m on a diet... but oh well.... do u live to eat or do u eat to live??? for me both are equally balance... hehe ^^

see how big the shrimp is!!

who say i dont drink?? i drink too okay.. plenty of them!! =p



the student price offer meal ^^ yum.. less than 15bucs... and a great forefilling meal!!
go to the IACT admin(3a floor) to grab yourself the 'student loyalty Nando's card'... its really worth it!! ^^

cheeky and cute toilet sign yeah~~

after all the stress and tiredness = crazy act cute wannabe ME!! -.-
the best kai gor and best working groupmate you can count on!! JOSEPHsasa CHAN KWAN MENG!!

all work work work and more hardwork was done and all effort was put in for kancil student awards!!!! 2 nights of no sleep and all work... is hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but had a great dinner after we finished it !! ^^ had a wonderful time at nandos~~~

oh ya... and the end of the night.. i FELL sick and i m in with an HIGH FEVER!!!!!!!!!!! =( sick.. sick.... oh my.. but it will recover soon~~~~~~~~~~~~ i guess =P of coz i will!!!! bcoz its going to be raya soon!!!!!!!!!!! and i wan to eat rendang and MORE~~~~~~~~~~~~ food ^^

Depress moments

was feeeling very depress the other night.. felt like the whole world is going down to an end..
sms-ed lots of peeps... but most of them replied the next day...
it was still good at least they still reply. and i fel tthe support and the care..

or else i think i will be doing smoking and also drinking very very very often....
dun wan to be like tat.. but the only thing tat can make me feel less stress is drinking... coz at least when i m high and drunk.. i cant think of any of those nightmares... at least after tat few hours of highness i get to sleep soundly... eventhough i wud wake up with migrains... but at least its better than no sleeping at all.... =(
but i know myself.. i wont get into this type of shit.. coz of my self-restrictions and frenz i have around and family tat i care.. i know i wont be smoking or drinking.... but tats y.. its pain... coz.. i cant seem to find other ways to release all these stress...

Tattoo on the NECK ?

after so many things happened in my 'dramatic' life... i just felt like i wanna have a small tattoo on my neck... but i m not too sure about it.. i m afraid i might let my parents kill me.. xD!!
but feel like getting one... with the word "友" on it.. coz all my life all the ups and downs.. i been tru.. my frenz were the ones beside me.. to hug me.. comfort me and cheer me up...
i truely feel safe with you guys.. i really do..
especailly to foong foong after what happen recently...
slowly realise... jiji, xinxin,lingling,shyshy,mable,lynn,joyce chin and mostly those in iact become very close to them... really really love shyshy, jiji, xinxin,esther and lingling... coz we hang out so often together recently... and the way they care and the way the cheer me up.. give me so many support... make me so gan dong.. =) thank you all so much
last but not least of coz is my i-style girls and not to forget.. my lengleng and sasa +hoong hoong and khin khin lor... so long frenz adi... friendship still so strong.. those words tat we write in each other's autographbook really din go to a waste..=)

so well... when will i get tat tattoo.. hmmm
at 1st i tot i wan wings.. coz i wanted freedom... and i m always all around ... thats y wings suit me.. but now as a grow up a lil more.. i realise... freedom is just an asset.. everybody has it. just depending on do u know how to control it =).... but frenz.. and strong frenship are hard to get.. i truely will cherish it.. if i have.. so having a tattoo on my neck will always remind tat those frenz i m strongly in touch with and also to those who help me true my hard times..

strawberry trifle Rino

he was tall n sweet =) gentle and a joker...'Rino'
when i taste the strawberry trifle i knew i was truly happy and i was pemperded... by you Rino..
i was going to like n cling on this feeling eventhough it start not to be so, i knew if i were with him, i will be in good hands... but at last.. he saw and read tru my mind and soul... he felt my heart was not really with him.. he questioned..and questioned... searching for the least hope he could get... looking at his eyes.. i couldn't bare to make'em cry... but he felt my heart which wasn't longing for him... he left.. i felt his hatred and disappointment and HURT when he left...
now i feel so guity... i appreciated everything u have done for me.. especailly making me happy!!
i truly was... when u were by my side... the strawberry trifle and the feeling of happiness when i ate it with u.. lingers in me.. but i m sorry we couldn't make it together in the future..
but i m very sorry that i hurt you.. eventhough a million sorry wouldn't cure.. but i hope u can accept my appology.. if you see this...

Strawberry cake (^)

duno why.. recently i have the urge and eager to taste abite of a strawberry cake...













those which are made from vanilla and strawberry essenses sponge cake layered with fresh milky mooses in between covered with snowie icing garnish with finely diced nuts at the side and bottom... n covered with fresh RED..juicy..HUGE.. strawberry's on the top of the cakes... hmmmmmm mmm.... =) the ones in "RT pasrty ss15" bakery are totally the ones tat suits my tastes buds..!!!


maybe its coz.. everything been so bitter and sour due to rumors betrayal n some roughs roads in life... i really d need something to sweeten up and see the wonder of the bright blue sky again.
and hopefully after a bite of this strawberry cake that i longed for... everything will be fine again =)