Days of rain, emoness, party and hardwork!!!

its the RAINING season again~~~~~~ poof =(

bringing all the RoManTic yet~~~~~~~ emo emo emo emo... all u get it... that feel... when its so cold out of a sudden.. u feel like u need a person to be next to you and hug you.. to give u tat kind of cossy and warm touch..... yeah.. u guys go picture it yourself -.- haiz............. emo~~

plus the jam everyday.. (in the morning in NKVE)


and i mean EVERYDAY!! omg... ish ish ish... at this time!! =.= its a A.M.




but i learn a few tricks now of how to enjoy myself and calm my nerves down during the jam..

1stly.. breakfast is not a 'must' to eat at home now... (true-ly truely recommend Mcd over KFC!!! =.= their breakfast sucks.. Mcd is much better!!)just grab one.. from 'drive-tru' but the coffee always spills anyway... so i just take the burger only instead. and end up.. treating the dustbin in my class room with the coffee in the plastic bag... wahaha...

partying is also not a "must" in my night life adi... it still is partly my life =p but...
i rather have more time spending it to hug my young and soon to be "wild child- princess" baby cousin...

HI, my name is YEEEEEEEE rou~ =D

what a cheeky little fella.. haven't even know how to read ABC ou adi know how to molest your cousin sis!! =.= oh dear.. oh well mine are just too huge for your little palms =p!!"haiz~~ i will give up then.. grabbing yellow bearbear is better" mumbled rourou (her name)

also having more precious time with my peeps and pals i cherish so much..

from the sweet laughters.. to de cold emo ... what a transformation wei ling~!! xD

oh dear!! she is a mighty heavy one which comes in a "XS" size.. dun be fooled!!! i tell u SHE IS HEAVY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =.= i was force to smile tat way =p to complete the beautiful photo.. hahaha
this is another "XS" size in my college ^^ haha she is my "jiji"!!! *hugs*



and FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! is never the least thing in my life.. haha although i know i m on a diet... but oh well.... do u live to eat or do u eat to live??? for me both are equally balance... hehe ^^

see how big the shrimp is!!

who say i dont drink?? i drink too okay.. plenty of them!! =p



the student price offer meal ^^ yum.. less than 15bucs... and a great forefilling meal!!
go to the IACT admin(3a floor) to grab yourself the 'student loyalty Nando's card'... its really worth it!! ^^

cheeky and cute toilet sign yeah~~

after all the stress and tiredness = crazy act cute wannabe ME!! -.-
the best kai gor and best working groupmate you can count on!! JOSEPHsasa CHAN KWAN MENG!!

all work work work and more hardwork was done and all effort was put in for kancil student awards!!!! 2 nights of no sleep and all work... is hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but had a great dinner after we finished it !! ^^ had a wonderful time at nandos~~~

oh ya... and the end of the night.. i FELL sick and i m in with an HIGH FEVER!!!!!!!!!!! =( sick.. sick.... oh my.. but it will recover soon~~~~~~~~~~~~ i guess =P of coz i will!!!! bcoz its going to be raya soon!!!!!!!!!!! and i wan to eat rendang and MORE~~~~~~~~~~~~ food ^^

Depress moments

was feeeling very depress the other night.. felt like the whole world is going down to an end..
sms-ed lots of peeps... but most of them replied the next day...
it was still good at least they still reply. and i fel tthe support and the care..

or else i think i will be doing smoking and also drinking very very very often....
dun wan to be like tat.. but the only thing tat can make me feel less stress is drinking... coz at least when i m high and drunk.. i cant think of any of those nightmares... at least after tat few hours of highness i get to sleep soundly... eventhough i wud wake up with migrains... but at least its better than no sleeping at all.... =(
but i know myself.. i wont get into this type of shit.. coz of my self-restrictions and frenz i have around and family tat i care.. i know i wont be smoking or drinking.... but tats y.. its pain... coz.. i cant seem to find other ways to release all these stress...

Tattoo on the NECK ?

after so many things happened in my 'dramatic' life... i just felt like i wanna have a small tattoo on my neck... but i m not too sure about it.. i m afraid i might let my parents kill me.. xD!!
but feel like getting one... with the word "友" on it.. coz all my life all the ups and downs.. i been tru.. my frenz were the ones beside me.. to hug me.. comfort me and cheer me up...
i truely feel safe with you guys.. i really do..
especailly to foong foong after what happen recently...
slowly realise... jiji, xinxin,lingling,shyshy,mable,lynn,joyce chin and mostly those in iact become very close to them... really really love shyshy, jiji, xinxin,esther and lingling... coz we hang out so often together recently... and the way they care and the way the cheer me up.. give me so many support... make me so gan dong.. =) thank you all so much
last but not least of coz is my i-style girls and not to forget.. my lengleng and sasa +hoong hoong and khin khin lor... so long frenz adi... friendship still so strong.. those words tat we write in each other's autographbook really din go to a waste..=)

so well... when will i get tat tattoo.. hmmm
at 1st i tot i wan wings.. coz i wanted freedom... and i m always all around ... thats y wings suit me.. but now as a grow up a lil more.. i realise... freedom is just an asset.. everybody has it. just depending on do u know how to control it =).... but frenz.. and strong frenship are hard to get.. i truely will cherish it.. if i have.. so having a tattoo on my neck will always remind tat those frenz i m strongly in touch with and also to those who help me true my hard times..

strawberry trifle Rino

he was tall n sweet =) gentle and a joker...'Rino'
when i taste the strawberry trifle i knew i was truly happy and i was pemperded... by you Rino..
i was going to like n cling on this feeling eventhough it start not to be so, i knew if i were with him, i will be in good hands... but at last.. he saw and read tru my mind and soul... he felt my heart was not really with him.. he questioned..and questioned... searching for the least hope he could get... looking at his eyes.. i couldn't bare to make'em cry... but he felt my heart which wasn't longing for him... he left.. i felt his hatred and disappointment and HURT when he left...
now i feel so guity... i appreciated everything u have done for me.. especailly making me happy!!
i truly was... when u were by my side... the strawberry trifle and the feeling of happiness when i ate it with u.. lingers in me.. but i m sorry we couldn't make it together in the future..
but i m very sorry that i hurt you.. eventhough a million sorry wouldn't cure.. but i hope u can accept my appology.. if you see this...

Strawberry cake (^)

duno why.. recently i have the urge and eager to taste abite of a strawberry cake...













those which are made from vanilla and strawberry essenses sponge cake layered with fresh milky mooses in between covered with snowie icing garnish with finely diced nuts at the side and bottom... n covered with fresh RED..juicy..HUGE.. strawberry's on the top of the cakes... hmmmmmm mmm.... =) the ones in "RT pasrty ss15" bakery are totally the ones tat suits my tastes buds..!!!


maybe its coz.. everything been so bitter and sour due to rumors betrayal n some roughs roads in life... i really d need something to sweeten up and see the wonder of the bright blue sky again.
and hopefully after a bite of this strawberry cake that i longed for... everything will be fine again =)

两年前的你我（2007）。。。两年后的你我（2009）。。。

为什么最近没有新的部落革。。。也没看到你上网。。。你很忙吗??

o<(^.^) loo loo 张贴于2007-04-12 00:05:43

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happy birthday to u... happy birthday to u.. happy birthday to xu xu da ge... happy birthday to u... =).. 又大一岁了，愿你天天与aki甜甜蜜蜜，永远开心。。。生日快乐

o<(^.^) loo loo 张贴于2007-03-24 20:11:47

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好感动哦！。。。。。好厉害，是谁写的。。。好浪漫。。。

o<(^.^) loo loo 发表意见于 Mar 28, 2007

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矛盾是自己给的...重点在于自己的抉择. 而,证明总是建立在道理的不屑. 要求自己赶上时间的脚步吧...你一定可以的.. 泥机...长久以来谢谢你的捧场. 我会加油的..你也是..
天涯小孤侠 发表意见于 Mar 28, 2007
	写得很好，很对！。。。可是有时我也会要求一些证明。。但这个道理我几年前已领悟过了。。。所以现在不会要求，同时也变得很自相矛盾
o<(^.^) loo loo 发表意见于 Mar 28, 2007

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这是光亮品冠的哥,没想到除了我还有人会记得这首旧歌。。。听这首歌会哭的咧。。。

o<(^.^) loo loo 发表意见于 Mar 24, 2007

泥机好品味....嗯嗯

天涯小孤侠 发表意见于 Mar 24, 2007

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不明白，不明白 什么方法一样??

o<(^.^) loo loo 发表意见于 Mar 20, 2007

你要highlight它们....笨泥机

天涯小孤侠 发表意见于 Mar 26, 2007

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scary a!! very scary.... i oso got listen b4 this kind of story.. very scary a... xu xu ge!! scary scary scary a~~~ next time i oso scare scare d lor...

o<(^.^) loo loo 发表意见于 Mar 19, 2007

别怕...有我在...哈哈...我会保护人

天涯小孤侠 发表意见于 Mar 19, 2007

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这些以上的都是两年前的我们。。。当时我们都是朋友罢了。。可是那时已经开始暗恋你。。。是你不懂罢了。。从两年前的相识。。。然后突然你的失踪。。然后两年后的再度相遇。。。然后在一起。。。我仍然是没变的那个。。。。我的证据就是。。。

你相信谁? （一）

　　有一年登山社去登山,其中有一对感情很好的情侣在一起.
　　
　　当他们到山下准备攻峰时,天气突然转坏了,但是他们还是要执意的上山去.
　　
　　于是就留下那个女的看营地,可过了三天都没有看见他们回来.
　　
　　那个女的有点担心了,心想可能是因为天气的原因吧.
　　
　　等呀等呀,到了第七天,终于大家回来了,可是唯独她的男友没有回来.
　　
　　大家告诉她,在攻峰的第一天,她的男友就不幸死了!
　　
　　他们赶在头七回来,心想他可能会回来找她的.
　　
　　于是大家围成一个圈,把她放在中间,到了快十二点时,突然她的男友出现了还混身是血的一把抓住她就往外跑.他女朋友吓得哇哇大叫,极力挣扎,这时她男友告诉她....
　　
　　在攻峰的第一天就发生了山难!
　　
　　全部的人都死了只有他还活着........
　　
　　你相信谁?
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2007年。。我是这样回答你。。。。。

“if me.. i will trust my bf lor... coz i trust tat he wont lie to me.. but very scary leh ur blog..”

o<(^.^) loo loo 发表意见于 Mar 19, 2007

你却说。。。。

“心如姐...你的看法真不同”

天涯小孤侠 发表意见于 Mar 19, 2007
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2009年的你。。。在电话上也告诉我这个故事。。。我一样也是回答一样的东西。。。
可是你记得吗？？？
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我没变过你能察觉到吗？？？
我对你的爱。。。。你能理解吗？？？
“缘分”戏弄了我。。。
因缘。。我们从相识做朋友，我便暗恋你。。然后因无缘我独自面对你的失踪。。。这是两年前的事。。。（2007）
然后因缘你的突然出现，我开心得傻了。。不敢向你表白的我。。把你推给了我朋友。。可是因缘我们误打误撞的相遇。。。让我们演变成情侣。。。。以为可以幸福了。。。（可是一样的我们还是分开了。。。（2009）
（我想要的4年后（2013）的愿望没了）

可是你这两年的生日我都有祝福你。。可能。。我们之间就只有这样。。
也许两年后。。。我们能真正的相遇。。。能再在一起。。。（2011）
然后可能再两年后（2013）。。。我们实现我的愿望。。。也许我们会再次分开也不一定。

亲爱的小怪侠，

男孩和女孩是一对青梅竹马的恋人。
　　

有一天，男孩女孩牵着手去逛街。当经过一家首饰店门口时，女孩一眼看见了摆在玻璃柜中里的那条心形的金项链。女孩心想：我的脖子这么白，配上这条项链一定好看。
　　男孩看见了女孩眼中的那依依不舍的目光，他摸摸自己的钱包，脸红了，拉着女孩走开了。
　　

几个月后，女孩的20岁生日到了。
　　在女孩的生日宴会上，男孩喝了很多酒，才敢把给女孩的生日礼物拿出来，那正是女孩心仪的那条心形的金项链。
　　女孩高兴地当众吻了一下男孩的脸。
　　过了半晌，男孩才憋红着脸，搓着手，嗫嚅地说：“不过，这、这项链是……铜的……”
　　男孩的声音很小，但客厅里所有的客人都听见了。
　　女孩的脸蓦地涨得通红，把正准备戴到自己那白皙漂亮的脖子上的项链揉成一团随便放在了牛仔裤的口袋里。
　　“来，喝酒 ！”
　　女孩大声说，直到宴会结束，女孩再也没看男孩一眼。
　　

不久后，一个男人闯进了女孩的生活。男人说，他什么也没有，只有钱。
　　当他把闪闪发光的金首饰戴到女孩身上时，同时也俘虏了女孩那颗爱慕虚荣的心。
　　他们很快便在外面租了一间房子同居了。男人对女孩百依百顺，女孩暗暗庆幸自己在男孩和男人之间的选择。
　　对于女孩来说，那真是一段幸福的日子。
　　但是好景不长，在女孩发现自己怀孕了的同时，也发现男人失踪了。
　　当房东再一次来催她缴房租时，她只得走进了当铺，把自己所有的金首饰摆在了柜台上。
　　老板眯着眼睛看了一眼说：“你拿这么多镀金首饰来干什么？”
　　女孩一下子愣住了。
　　接着老板的眼睛一亮，扒开一堆首饰，拿出最下面的那条项链说：“嗯，这倒是一条真金项链，值一点钱。”
　　女孩一看，这不正是男孩送她的那条假金项链吗？
　　当铺老板把玩着那条心形的项链问：“喂，你打算当多少钱”
　　女孩忽然一把夺过那条项链就走了

你还记得吗？？