Big Bang - Make Love *

I never knew I'd find a love so true
This one right here, is just for you
Remember that One day
I held your hands then I kissed your lips then I told you
Our love was meant to be and always will forever
Give me that happiness I get from you just being there
I always see you when I close my eyes, you're on my mind
So can't you see, I need you right here wit me, close by my side
This time for sure, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart
Forever you're my girl Forever be my world You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need, my life is you and me
Forever you're my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
I'll never break your heart "no", so baby don't let go
Even through the hard times We made it through just fine
When it hurt we put in the work
To show that I'm yours
And that your mine
That's how we got this far
Let's never be apart
Girl, you're my queen
I'm here for you
'Cuz you're my everything
You always make me feel like everyhing's gonna be alright
Wit the things you do, becuz it's you the real true love of my life
This time fo sho, Gonna let you know, My love is straight from the heart
Forever you my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
The only one I'll ever need, my life is you & me Forever you my girl Forever be my world
You are the only one
I'll never break your heart "no", so baby don't let go
uh? baby!
you know I'd walk them miles
climb mountains swith up styles
all I wanna do, is be with you
ain't no matter what, where and how
[right here and now] we can both get down [straight work it out] yeah
like that sound bump 'n grindin' perfect timin'
let's dine and both be proud yeah yeah yeah
gonna take you on a joyride today
me and you stay true never hesitate
to make love ? sho nuff
you're the only one I'm ever thinkin' of
just to hold you baby I can hardly wait
as we go through the motions damn it's great
to make love ? sho 'nuff we're gonna take it to the end and that's what's up
Chorus You are the only one I want to spend my whole life with I know
Anywhere you are, that's where I will call home
So just take my hand and say that you will never let it go
Two hearts always beating as one forever more
Chorus I'm nothing without you I'm nothing without you girl

不是男朋友的男朋友 (forwarded)

每个女生心里都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友
你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
也许为了自己的前程，她没有要你等她。

也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待。

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

她有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望她追到。

她遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮她，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和她只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心她，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做她的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。

特别是这样，
你还是知道，
她永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，
当她那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，
都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的......

关于爱情：
不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有就是最好的。
不要认为我还年轻，可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的。
不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情是可以和你一起坐火车的。
不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们致富。
不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现这个原因而放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨。
其实，对于爱情，越单纯越幸福！一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的。经历的太多了，会麻木，分离多了，会习惯，换恋人多了，会比较，到最后你会不再相信爱情，你会自暴自弃，你会毫无生气，你会行尸走肉，你会与一个你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子···

所以牵好的手就不要轻易放开，说过的话就不要轻易收回，承诺过的人就不要轻易忘记···

有些人，有些事，既然发生了。
就注定是你一生的回忆···

1st Chinese New Year in KL

2010 Chinese New Year for me..

there is no more rush....

no Jamming in the highways...

no napping in the car til my saliva stain my pillow =p

no waking up with a bad hair look to look out the car window to see Tapah Road.

no the 3 hours smell of air con in my face....

no silly conversation and singing along the way back hometown...

no the smell of the rubber factory at the entrance of the village...

no stepping on sandy floor with chicken poop smell after i open the door.

no seeing the familiar body figure sitting on the cane chair waitting for us....

no seeing the smile on the wrinkled face to welcome us back to hometown..

absence of the sentence " =) FAN LEH JOR A?? " by 'ah ma'

absence of the very valueble moment which makes the feel and atmosphere of my Chinese new year... i miss Tapah Road n the times we spend during CNY there...

annoying noisy yet loveable cousins messying around with your hp..

checking your sms... gossiping about each other's love life or anything...

no more pillow fights on the beds... no more crying after loosing the fight..

no more throwing 'pop pop' to each other during the night too

absence of the long sentence of 'ah ma, dai bak, dai mou, yi bak, yi mou, baba, mama, ah heng suksuk, sei sum, ah meng suksuk, mm sum, ah wai gorgor, gorgor, xiu man jiejie, pui wan jiejie, koonnai jiejie, pui yee jiejie, ah heng, sinn yin, jane jane, kar kit. SEK FAN!!!!!!!!!!'

no more the excitement of eating fast and the fight of chopsticks during the big reunion dinner..

no more going to the old greenish 60s refridgerator to pull out a couple of soft drinks to quench my thirst due to the HOT weather in tapah road.

no more choosing a spot to sleep in the crowded room.

absence of toilet and bathroom waitting line up moments in the house.

absence of 'argh~!! no line in kampung zzzzzz =.='

absence of '=( i miss internet.... no facebook no msn.. so sien'

absence of 'aiyak.. no astro.. only can watch tv1 tv2 8tv... kekeke all old show geh'

absence of gathering around the tv.. waitting for your zodiac to appear on tv and see what your lucks for this coming year...

absence of 'small gamble n midnight CNY snacking with each other in the living room'

absence of the feel when you are too bored of the warm and happy atmosphere in the house.. u need to take a ride out on 'ah ma's red bicycle around the kampung...

i miss all those feeling... =(

This year din get to go back dad's hometown tapah road.

but we also had our own little KL reunion dinner..

will update this post with more photoes soon.

things that make u go "ssss....."

"ssss....." is a sound that i make when i see something hot/sexy/unbelieveble..../or when its really really cold!! xD

how to make that sound ?

imagine your lips slightly open.. but your teeth are closed... and your tongue pushing your lower front teeth... then take a deep breath in with with your mouth...

tats how "ssssssssss...." is....

i make that sound mostly when i heard some unbelieveble news.. mostly tragedy

*sssssssssssss...............ouch* how sad to hear tat...

and

also most of the times im in genting.....

if i walk out to the ourdoors..... "sssssssssssss........ cold....fuuuuuuuuuuuuu"....

"ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss....." (haha u will just hear me non stop doing it....)

and lastly also when i see something incrediblely 'gorgeous / beautiful / hot / handsome / sexy '

i will eventually make the 'sssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.....' sound... without being notice by the 'he or she' which i m looking at.. hehe..

when u see something u know its hot and sexy... u will know..

that feel hits u straight in the heart that pumps it tru your whole body..

your sense will eventually react automaticcally...

to me = 'sssssssssssss.....'

=) i 'sssssssssssssssss.......'-ing now...

coz i just saw something that made me 'ssssssssss....'

its really a super 'ssssssss...'

男生们，请你们好好珍惜倒追你们滴女生！！！！

每個女孩子其實都很清楚知道的

選擇愛自己的人才會不受傷

去追自己愛的人一定會受傷一定會心痛

因為每個人都告訴過她「主動的女孩不會被珍惜的」

然而，她還是會因為喜歡你

鼓起勇氣告訴你她對你的依戀

還是像飛蛾撲火一樣為你受傷為你付出

男孩子一定要清楚地知道

其實倒追你的她

絕不是一個沒有人愛的女孩

她身後會有很多仰慕者

她只是想把握自己心裡的愛

因為她是那麼認真對待愛情的人啊

也許對於別的人來說，你就是一個很普通的人

可是對於她來說

就算你有那麼多的缺點

她也全部包容，願意留在你身邊

不管現在的你是否一無所有

也許她會是你一生不會再遇到第二次的女孩

也是笨拙的你怎麼努力都追不到的那種好女孩

是失去了以後再也找不回來的天使

她曾經是無淚的天使

遇見你，為了你放棄了無淚的天堂

每個女孩一生也許只有那麼一次鼓起勇氣來愛一個男孩。

如果你生命中遇到過這樣的女孩

如果你可以做到

就請珍惜她

就像所有的其他的男孩子珍惜一個女孩子一樣珍惜她

如果你心裡曾對她動過心，曾經心疼她，就請好好珍惜她

不要把她的心傷害成她自己再也無法拼接的碎片

不要總是說對她愧疚

不要總是告訴她，你永遠想念她

可知道她的勇氣是拼盡全力換來的

只為說出那幾個字，已然用盡所有

如果不是那麼愛你

她不會傻到放下身邊很多優秀的男生去向你表白

如果不是那麼在乎你

她不會不顧家人的反對要和你在一起

如果不是把你當作最後的賭注

她會不要自己的尊嚴

請珍惜她

也許你一輩子也不會再遇到這樣為了你放棄尊嚴的女子。

也許你是她第一個也是最後一個願意放下尊嚴的男人

因為她也怕受傷啊

所以，珍惜她

也許你會覺得沒有了自己的男子漢的氣魄

但請相信你得到的會遠遠超出你認為的失去的東西

其實你並不會失去什麼

她的勇敢

她的決然

她的氣魄

都是你無法想像的

她比你勇敢

她比你堅強

甚至比你瀟灑

擁有這些優秀品質的女孩難道不值得你去愛？

請珍惜倒追你的女孩

因為你在還沒有注意到她的時候她已然深深的愛上了你

她默默的念著你

裝作不在乎的打聽著關於你的一切

然後了解你的愛好和夢想

努力成為能夠配得上你的人

為此你不知道她付出了多大的努力

也許是開始關心起你的愛好

比如籃球這類她本不擅長的運動皆因為你而拼命學習

也許是開始減肥

男生都不知道，減肥是一件多麼需要毅力的事情

如果一個女生因為你而減肥成功

那麼你就可以考慮娶她

因為各種艱苦汗水淚水都是絕對的證明

也許是開始打探你的各樣聯繫方式

因為她希望能夠與你有更多的接觸

也許是開始關注你所關注的事情

因為她不想在思維上跟不上你

你知道一個女生要擁有飛蛾撲火般的勇氣需要累積多久嗎

所以你一定要有耐心等待那個真正愛你的女孩，好嗎

你可知道她需要背負什麼樣的心理包袱嗎

她難道就沒有考慮過如果被你拒絕後

她怎麼來面對剩下的局面嗎

她不怕被朋友們所笑話嗎

你知道一個女生要從你身上轉移開注意力需要多久嗎

有一句話叫做，一見鐘情的往往是男人，而一往情深的往往是女人。

你知道讓一個女孩放棄一個心愛的男生是可以做怎麼樣的比喻嗎

如果你知道一個詞叫做骨肉分離便知道了

她只是想像一個普通的小女孩一樣

待在所愛的男孩身邊，不要離開也沒有遺憾

如果有一天

她帶著傷成碎片的心離開 一切就再也來不及了

轻已得到的东西往往不会被珍惜。。。。。"

男生们，请你们好好珍惜倒追你们滴女生！！！！

FEVERS n JAMS

For the pass few months,

"fever" has been quite a frequent visitor towards my body.

so totally unwelcomed guest!!

but its due to my thonsels (i duno hw to spell..its something in my throat la)

it had be swollen since i was young.. but it had recover coz i switch to drink Diamond water (total truth not an advertorial)

ever since i switch to drink diamond i had lesser sickness of sorethroat case..

maybe due to the fact that i had moved to my bro's new house since last few months, they are using another type of water filter. my body cannot adjust with it.. or maybe my body just loves diamond more then ever.

thats y my fever and sore throat is all coming back!! oh god diamond i need u!!

from ada day light (evening) jam until below
dark at night d la... still jam... ^&*%^&%#%@#%^&%
morning jam!! in nkve tol!! siao.. pay tol still need to be stuck in jam.. what is the TOL　highway for??
in the morning just baru after the touch n go bar~~ tut~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ dun need to press accelerator d..
baru only pass the touch n go bar.. stuck for the same position for at least 15 mins~~~~~~~
stuck at this position for half and hour~!! i really wanna scold all those bad words out d...

see la at malaysia drive sports car also need to stuck in jam geh!! so sien... really wat the *tut tut*

jam jam jam =.=
both directions also.. life in usj (ultra super jam)
jam at 17 (just outside college)

jam to college in the morning
siao one i tell u.. at this time also can jam !!!

besides tat.. i m really frustrated abt the fact that my weekdays are totally screwed up by traffic jams!!!!!!!!!!

seriously.. morning jam to class.. noon jam under the hot sun... evening jam with other out of the office... night jam to work at puchong!! then jam come home..

jam jam jam jam jam jam jam

have u ever been stuck in a jam for 2 whole hours... wtf man!!!

not just 1 day 2 hours.. everyday 2 hours.. every morning n evening.. (macam makan ubat racun)!!!

haiz.... i really promise alot of ppl i dun wan late for this.. i dun wan late for tat...

but... y must i always be stuck in jam... haiz.. maybe alot of u will say this an excuse.. but but but.. u see up there those pics... T.T .. haiz...

kinda true =) my zodiac luck for last year...

性格：崇尚自由、无拘束的生活。 其独立心强、为人坦率，属直线型思考模式。具有乐天的人生观，颇能得到朋友和部属的信赖。为人豪爽、活泼、直感，推断力强，头脑灵活、机警、迅速，对任何事都很坦率，正直，并且善于口才；英雄主义很重，常替人打抱不平。独缺乏恒心，容易半途而废。对事物的好恶差距大，很容易走极端、是个性急、任性的人。无法忍受隐身不显，他们必须表达自己，必须在能表达自己特点的气氛中，自由自在地行动。

一生运势：午年生人，其性好动不好静，多喜出风头，而对社会交际极为巧妙，且多管他人事，备受人敬爱，并有贵人牵引以至成功，此人欲好外观，对内事缺乏观察，又好投机事业，且有怪癖之主张。致所思想及计划之事，难保其机密，此人有伶俐、敏速、为人亲切、好旅行、牺牲、自夸、焦燥、悲观的素质。

流年运势：吉星扶持，整体的好运带来各方面的旺盛。事业稳定，财运兴旺，家庭和睦。一年中总会有些运程低落，但每次遇到阻碍和困难时候，都有贵人相帮，转危为安，需要注意的是饮食卫生，克服不良嗜好，保持健康 身体。

财运：财运稳中见旺，可以投资生意，唯一的要坚定自己的理念，不被外界的舆论所误导。特别是对回报利润较高的生意，宜全心的投入，合理安排资金用途。

健康：虽然你今年的健康颇佳，但请选择健康的食品，不可暴饮暴食，以免心脏肠胃出现毛病。

适合的职业：科学家、企业家、诗人、政治家

爱情：性情直率不讳，喜欢与厌恶，表现非常明显，不作暧昧表示，多数人晚婚，因爱好自由无拘束，婚姻容易陷入危机。

大吉婚配：虎(寅)、羊(未)、狗(戌)

LOL oh god.. - i love freedom too much til i will married late.. LOL is tat really me?? hahahhaa i wonder =p